Thursday, December 4, 2008

What the H?!?!?!?!

Have you ever had one of those days where you can't do anything right????????????? Thats me today. I don't know where all this is coming from. I guess you could say its school stressing me out and relationship problems. Today I just feel like I can't do anything right. I can't think right, I cant make the right decision...ect. I have so much to do for school and I just can't focus. I can't fix my paper and I can't research my speech. I just feel like a loser today and I am just at a loss i guess. Looks like im skipping school tomorrow and i know its probably not the best choice. I do this too much. I never skipped a class until this year. And its so close to finals. But I dont really feel my best and yet i cant sleep lately. I have only gotten about 5 hours of sleep everynight if im lucky!

Sometimes i wish things were back to how it was even a couple of weeks ago. I know it wont solve anything but the past week has been super hard. I also feel like im driving eveyone around me crazy.

Well enough of this self pity and all. Its time to do what I know is best. Read my scriptures...pray..and talk to my daddy. I think I need a blessing.

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